why i have no feeling?

The post just now is supposed to be post last week, but no time for me to do so, so i post it today. i seem to forget what i want to write today. A bit of out of mind. no mood. just came back from work with RM48 of salary. Ermmm, talk bout last few days bah... Wednesday, no koko, b'coz puasa. Alex came back from his nightmare of sickness...haha... But, it was Adelene's turn didn't come, sick. All of my classmates finished the oral that day... and of course based on our class standard, Miss Ong was not very happy and disappointed with all of our performances... Expected result...last two period, chemistry test... doomed... Thursday, got 'kawat',tired.leg very pain also... but because it was the last day of practice b4 yesterday's competition. English lesson, miss ong gave us a lecture... and friday, nothing special... Oh ya, these three days accompany may xin or u might say she accompany me, We went to canteen every recess. But i know it was just because of something...can't say... Friday afternoon, competition was about to start at around 12.30pm. so no chines for me, but when the teacher cam, not even one ghost was around to attend the chinese class... I can see. the teacher was disappointed. 3 groups to compete and our group was the 1st group... and believe me, the result was not good, or u might say very bad. both in 'kawat'and PC. PC's 现场very very funny... but can't explain...haha... nad the result was as expected...we lost...but why i just don't have the feeling? the sad feeling? the being beaten down feeling? puzzled... Arrgh... don't care liao lah...