Sunday, April 26, 2009

HaPpY BiRtHdAy!!!

今天是咱们傻大姐aka爆牙猪的生日。。。
娇小的她今天要渡过她的18岁生日。。。
我也就在此祝她:

“生日快乐!!!”

玉雪,加油哦!!!

Maybe...

Maybe…
Perhaps…
Possibly…
I’ve been thinking of something these few days…
As… I noticed something is not right…
But it is just a guess, an assumption or a supposition…
It is that not only me but others too…
Ever since when… I had forgotten…
But since then, my relation with two of them seems further…
Maybe, my big mouth is one of the reasons…
Perhaps, my character is another reason…
And possibly because of me, they become better…
While me, didn’t realize that I’m also drifting apart from them, closer to others whom are not really taking me as their friend…
I’m confused now… with feelings mixed up…
But days are still going on like that… drably days…
Sunny days when the skies are blue and cloudless…
Or…
Rainy days when the skies are black and gloomy…
And my behavior, my manner, my attitude, my standpoint, my opinion remain unchanged…
I wonder… wonder when I could finally sort out my thoughts and feelings…
But how? When they seems like the wind with no direction…
Waiting...
Waiting for the answer...