2nd time feeling of heart ache

when was the last time i wrote about a guy??
i forgot..
I don’t know why.. but.. I want to write it out.. or else.. i cant stand the pain..
thanks to bloggie where i can say anything without them to know..
It all started when i sensed that they were up to something..
an ambiguous feelings between both of them..
I really don’t know how exactly I feel about him..
Though he was not the first guy giving me this kind of feeling..
But of course.. It maybe only 20% ..
i dont know when did i start to fall for him..
maybe.. quite some time.. it just that i didn't realise it..
i never thought he could be so fast falling for a girl n have her as a gf less than 3 months..
whenever i saw their post.. saw them in person..
my heart will just feel pain..
Like I will suffocate anytime..
everytime i talked about them, i feel unease..
although i did a great job of hiding my true feelings..

both of them have officially admitting they r couple today..
and guess wat.. i'll be seeing them for the rest of the year..
am i able to withstand the challenge??
i dont know..

 i dont know why i just cant stop thinking about him..
headache.. Shit..

I HAVE TO STOP!!! this isn't me!! I supposed to have the courage!!
DON'T THINK ALREADY WEI MIN..
FOCUS ON STUDIES NOW!!!!!!!!!!