another half

lately, i felt empty.. no.. lonely..
never realise this kind of feeling b4..
mayb i'm juz still not mature enough to know it..
something.. something seems missing from my heart..
someone told me it is my another half..
oo.. so it means i need love liao la.. haha..
wait.. am i too selfish 2 think of this now??
i mean my mum is seriously ill n my dad's business is getting worst..
haiz.. dunno la..
but i suppose i'm still not suitable..
i can't understand why kids nowadays kept having "love" hanging on their mouth..
all b'coz i have no experience gua??
no.. i guess i can't..
i'm still immature..
when i think i'm still a kid.. i'm a kid..
that's why i'm still so childish..
i'm unlike nuraini or whitney.. they r so independent..
not me.. impossible to b..
i need someone to lean on..i can't do it all by myself..
i have no confidence at all..
haiz..
conclusion.. i just felt a sudden pain when i saw shuai ge.. so which meanuz a normal girl.. hahaha..
oh n my tooth is not pain liao.. but still swollen.. haiz..