random feeling

I had been thinking that i should come up here more frequently..
but.. laziness just stopped me everytime..
then why am i up here now?
i have no idea neither..
maybe some boredom.. but i was supposed to finish something today..
again.. laziness took control..
NOO!! i need to buck up..
try to.. haha..
it's almost end of october..
n without noticing it.. i am 18 already..
still cant get used to the fact that i'm grown up..
childishness just wont budge away.. it just stick to me..
maturity is a very far to reach thing at the moment..
blogging is still not part of me..
especially u need to recall those memories, those feelings..
i'm a forgetful person.. i have no patience..
tomorrow can be consider as a special day??
i'll be going to see Y2J at Plaza Tasek..
then at night.. a gathering with my long-lost-contact friends..
anticipating.. haha..
ok la.. i think enough for now at the moment.. haha..
Gd night..very sleepy liao..