heart pain...

it has been a long long time since the last time i post anything...
actually i want to post my holiday...
but...
my computer breakdown...
need to be reformatted...
and all my files documents are all gone...
haiz...
what i had type for the last few weeks on my camp was gone too...
NOOOO!!!!
T___T T___T...
Why is this happening ?!
HAIZZ...