Maybe...

Maybe…
Perhaps…
Possibly…
I’ve been thinking of something these few days…
As… I noticed something is not right…
But it is just a guess, an assumption or a supposition…
It is that not only me but others too…
Ever since when… I had forgotten…
But since then, my relation with two of them seems further…
Maybe, my big mouth is one of the reasons…
Perhaps, my character is another reason…
And possibly because of me, they become better…
While me, didn’t realize that I’m also drifting apart from them, closer to others whom are not really taking me as their friend…
I’m confused now… with feelings mixed up…
But days are still going on like that… drably days…
Sunny days when the skies are blue and cloudless…
Or…
Rainy days when the skies are black and gloomy…
And my behavior, my manner, my attitude, my standpoint, my opinion remain unchanged…
I wonder… wonder when I could finally sort out my thoughts and feelings…
But how? When they seems like the wind with no direction…
Waiting...
Waiting for the answer...