Yes!!! Finally can upload it... HAHAHA...
Quite good eh? Haha... Hope u all like it...
Oh ya, the one who said he is daniel yong, he is the producer of this clip... Wanna know more about him?? Well, I can't help u... Haha...
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Feeling...
I don’t know why, but I just want tp post this out.
It was yesterday when I woke up from my dream made me wan 2 write this.
I really don’t know how I feel about him.
He was maybe the first guy let me to have this kind of feeling.
I sometimes will dream about him.
But whenever I dreamed of him, my heart will just feel pain.
Like I will suffocate anytime.
Everytime when I dreamed of him, he always seem the same.
The handsome cool one.
But always, he see me as I ate glass grew up.
He almost never seems to notice my existence.
He talked to others but not me.
He smiled broadly with others but none when facing me.
I hate this, I felt very sad.
I heard his voice, saw his face like just only a hair away.
But of course he never speak to me or facing me.
He just ignored me.
Though this is just a dream, but I feel pain in my heart.
How could I feel no pain when once I was so in love with him?
Not like others, I have no many other feelings, since it was just one-sided love.
I’m just a bit puzzled, why he blocked me in msn, deleted me in friendster?
No idea why he just doesn’t want any contact with me.
What exactly had I done wrong to deserve this?
Dreaming of him will make me happy but whenever he ignored me, I felt depressed when I woke up.
I really had no idea why this is happening?
Can anyone tell me???
It was yesterday when I woke up from my dream made me wan 2 write this.
I really don’t know how I feel about him.
He was maybe the first guy let me to have this kind of feeling.
I sometimes will dream about him.
But whenever I dreamed of him, my heart will just feel pain.
Like I will suffocate anytime.
Everytime when I dreamed of him, he always seem the same.
The handsome cool one.
But always, he see me as I ate glass grew up.
He almost never seems to notice my existence.
He talked to others but not me.
He smiled broadly with others but none when facing me.
I hate this, I felt very sad.
I heard his voice, saw his face like just only a hair away.
But of course he never speak to me or facing me.
He just ignored me.
Though this is just a dream, but I feel pain in my heart.
How could I feel no pain when once I was so in love with him?
Not like others, I have no many other feelings, since it was just one-sided love.
I’m just a bit puzzled, why he blocked me in msn, deleted me in friendster?
No idea why he just doesn’t want any contact with me.
What exactly had I done wrong to deserve this?
Dreaming of him will make me happy but whenever he ignored me, I felt depressed when I woke up.
I really had no idea why this is happening?
Can anyone tell me???
Sunday, November 16, 2008
HOLIDAY!!!
YES!!! It is finally holiday now!!!
It feels good! Yeah! Haha…
Few days ago still went to school…
I went there everyday, so bored…
Only Monday & Friday the others came…
And I found out I’m in the 3rd but with 1 subject failed…
And it was ad math with only 27mark…
Waoh!!! The first time I failed…
Bad… real bad…
Anyway, really got to work harder for next year SPM...
I had never thought that it would be so fast...
My thoughts and mind still stop in 2006... haha..
All my friends start to work already...
I guess i'm the only 1 who is not getting paid even i work, worked for my dad...
Oh, yeah... Wednesday,12th, was a bad day...
Thunderstorm, heavy rain, lightning...
And I was watching movie at that time...
No electricity... So i took a nap but the thunder won't let me sleep... Haiz...
Oh, below is a video made by my classmate,Chee Long...
Check it out... Not bad 1...
But not now, coz a bit of problem to load... haha...
Starting tomorrow i gotto help my father out...
Must be another tiring day or u may say two months...
Arrgh... Hate working. So damn tired...
It feels good! Yeah! Haha…
Few days ago still went to school…
I went there everyday, so bored…
Only Monday & Friday the others came…
And I found out I’m in the 3rd but with 1 subject failed…
And it was ad math with only 27mark…
Waoh!!! The first time I failed…
Bad… real bad…
Anyway, really got to work harder for next year SPM...
I had never thought that it would be so fast...
My thoughts and mind still stop in 2006... haha..
All my friends start to work already...
I guess i'm the only 1 who is not getting paid even i work, worked for my dad...
Oh, yeah... Wednesday,12th, was a bad day...
Thunderstorm, heavy rain, lightning...
And I was watching movie at that time...
No electricity... So i took a nap but the thunder won't let me sleep... Haiz...
Oh, below is a video made by my classmate,Chee Long...
Check it out... Not bad 1...
But not now, coz a bit of problem to load... haha...
Starting tomorrow i gotto help my father out...
Must be another tiring day or u may say two months...
Arrgh... Hate working. So damn tired...
Sunday, November 9, 2008
(Continue from last post…)
我到底是怎么了啦？
平时又不见得我会那么紧张的啊？
可能这是第一次独自参加这种大场面吧。
当我爸载我到PelangiMall时，那种不知哪来的紧张就突然跑到心口来，我的心一直加速的在跳，而且挑得很快很快拿中，感觉应该是看到自己喜欢的人时候吧。哈哈。
总之那时候是超紧张的，又加上老爸没有陪我。
老人家他去了CS，要买老花眼镜因为又不见了。
除此之外，现场可是有好多人啊。
再加上DJ播的歌是那种超有节奏的。登。登。登。
害我的心也跟着那个节奏。
到PelangiMall时，已是1.30pm。
我就去报到处去register，然后就一直走。
我也因为很紧张，就打给AhJuan可是打不通，所以没办法就打给Aini，她却偏偏就在AhJaun的家。
我就一直边走边聊，舒解压力。
走到2pm大约两点就会到现场听briefting。
2.30pm才正式开始比赛。我的warrior no.是STE-028。
这个MSIG Samurai Sudoku Showdown 2008共有3个组合，那就是：
Student (7-17 years), Individuals (18 & above) & Senior citizen.
学生组共有33位参赛者，个人呢就有97位哦！
超多的咯。老将们就只有13位。
我们这一组先开始笔，我坐在Table3。
那些人一直在宣传，在告知赢了会有什么礼物，我才知道原来你赢了，不但你有钱拿，连学校也将会收到两千块！是爽的咯。
第一回合，time limit是10分钟。
可能是第一次的关系吧，我整个人很紧张，很难去集中，冷静不下来。
But，我最终大概7到8分钟完成。然后再看看我旁边的参赛者（马来人）他们在限定时间内做不完。
而且应该是满多人没做完吧。
因为当成绩出炉时，我们不需进第二圈，就直接进Final round。
可是那人当时没念到我的名，还我整个人傻掉，超失落的，一直想这是不可能的。
好才，我去看名单，有我的名啦。自己吓自己。
可是下一回合要等到5.20pm才开始耶。
那我不就得六郎正2个小时半吗？哇唠！
那没关系咯。我就一楼一楼的走。走到Popular去看书。我还特地去参考书那里找Physics跟Biology书看。
我不知待了几久，不耐了就下去找东西吃。可是感觉都好贵哦。
还没出去前，现场在比着一个公开的比赛。
赢了有奖拿耶。好可惜我没去参一份。
过后我就跑到外头去，外面下着雨。
买了RM2.50的麻吉，然后就去吃一碟RM3的鸡饭。
吃完后，赶紧抓紧时间练习一下。
玩到我都忘了时间了。哈哈。
我就赶紧回到比赛现场。
那时是个人赛在比着当中，好笑的是只有3个人在比罢了。
他们比完过后就是我们的时间了。进的只有7个人。
仔细看有3个男，4个女，只有1个马来女的。
超紧张的。
比赛5.30开始，到6点。
我在比赛当中一直在冒汗（虽然很冷）
我根本没有一丝头绪怎么去做，因为这是第一做他们所谓的Samurai Grid。
它是比平是我们所见的多四个。所以我根本没有技巧要如何做。
所以，如意料之中，30分钟内我做不完。
我一离开现场就很懊恼，我为什么没做完？
害。。。算了吧。算是一个尝试吧。
过后因为成绩要等到7.30才会宣布，所以我到处去逛。
阿爸大约6点多7点才来。
去McDonald喝咖啡，等那紧张时刻的到来。
终于在7.30，成绩即将出炉。
但在那之前，有两位参赛者得比多一场，因为他们俩碰巧打平。
他们以10分钟再比多一次来分胜负，而且很明显是夺第二和第三名的。
男的先，才到那小妹妹。
过后，颁奖正式开始。
先颁个人的然后到老将才到我们。
果然，我那安慰奖，RM150加一个包包。
其他的嘛，想知道就请到一下网子查询。
http://www.msigsudoku.com.my/
哈哈。回家的时候我打给Aini与他分享我的喜悦，花了不少啊。哈哈。
回到家爸爸就立刻回去Senai，我就进去。把赢回来的钱给了婆婆50。
过后的事情也不需说了，回家看戏，书却不读。哈哈。
我到底是怎么了啦？
平时又不见得我会那么紧张的啊？
可能这是第一次独自参加这种大场面吧。
当我爸载我到PelangiMall时，那种不知哪来的紧张就突然跑到心口来，我的心一直加速的在跳，而且挑得很快很快拿中，感觉应该是看到自己喜欢的人时候吧。哈哈。
总之那时候是超紧张的，又加上老爸没有陪我。
老人家他去了CS，要买老花眼镜因为又不见了。
除此之外，现场可是有好多人啊。
再加上DJ播的歌是那种超有节奏的。登。登。登。
害我的心也跟着那个节奏。
到PelangiMall时，已是1.30pm。
我就去报到处去register，然后就一直走。
我也因为很紧张，就打给AhJuan可是打不通，所以没办法就打给Aini，她却偏偏就在AhJaun的家。
我就一直边走边聊，舒解压力。
走到2pm大约两点就会到现场听briefting。
2.30pm才正式开始比赛。我的warrior no.是STE-028。
这个MSIG Samurai Sudoku Showdown 2008共有3个组合，那就是：
Student (7-17 years), Individuals (18 & above) & Senior citizen.
学生组共有33位参赛者，个人呢就有97位哦！
超多的咯。老将们就只有13位。
我们这一组先开始笔，我坐在Table3。
那些人一直在宣传，在告知赢了会有什么礼物，我才知道原来你赢了，不但你有钱拿，连学校也将会收到两千块！是爽的咯。
第一回合，time limit是10分钟。
可能是第一次的关系吧，我整个人很紧张，很难去集中，冷静不下来。
But，我最终大概7到8分钟完成。然后再看看我旁边的参赛者（马来人）他们在限定时间内做不完。
而且应该是满多人没做完吧。
因为当成绩出炉时，我们不需进第二圈，就直接进Final round。
可是那人当时没念到我的名，还我整个人傻掉，超失落的，一直想这是不可能的。
好才，我去看名单，有我的名啦。自己吓自己。
可是下一回合要等到5.20pm才开始耶。
那我不就得六郎正2个小时半吗？哇唠！
那没关系咯。我就一楼一楼的走。走到Popular去看书。我还特地去参考书那里找Physics跟Biology书看。
我不知待了几久，不耐了就下去找东西吃。可是感觉都好贵哦。
还没出去前，现场在比着一个公开的比赛。
赢了有奖拿耶。好可惜我没去参一份。
过后我就跑到外头去，外面下着雨。
买了RM2.50的麻吉，然后就去吃一碟RM3的鸡饭。
吃完后，赶紧抓紧时间练习一下。
玩到我都忘了时间了。哈哈。
我就赶紧回到比赛现场。
那时是个人赛在比着当中，好笑的是只有3个人在比罢了。
他们比完过后就是我们的时间了。进的只有7个人。
仔细看有3个男，4个女，只有1个马来女的。
超紧张的。
比赛5.30开始，到6点。
我在比赛当中一直在冒汗（虽然很冷）
我根本没有一丝头绪怎么去做，因为这是第一做他们所谓的Samurai Grid。
它是比平是我们所见的多四个。所以我根本没有技巧要如何做。
所以，如意料之中，30分钟内我做不完。
我一离开现场就很懊恼，我为什么没做完？
害。。。算了吧。算是一个尝试吧。
过后因为成绩要等到7.30才会宣布，所以我到处去逛。
阿爸大约6点多7点才来。
去McDonald喝咖啡，等那紧张时刻的到来。
终于在7.30，成绩即将出炉。
但在那之前，有两位参赛者得比多一场，因为他们俩碰巧打平。
他们以10分钟再比多一次来分胜负，而且很明显是夺第二和第三名的。
男的先，才到那小妹妹。
过后，颁奖正式开始。
先颁个人的然后到老将才到我们。
果然，我那安慰奖，RM150加一个包包。
其他的嘛，想知道就请到一下网子查询。
http://www.msigsudoku.com.my/
哈哈。回家的时候我打给Aini与他分享我的喜悦，花了不少啊。哈哈。
回到家爸爸就立刻回去Senai，我就进去。把赢回来的钱给了婆婆50。
过后的事情也不需说了，回家看戏，书却不读。哈哈。
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Nervous
Arrghh... Today is the DAY!!!
I'm going for competition today...
Very very nervous now... Haha...
I hope everything will be going smoothly...
If i win, it will be better... Haha...
But i now it is a bit difficult...
A bit impossible...
But i promise to do my best...
Wait for me, CHAMPION!!! Haha...
I won't let u down , Aini...
U still remember right?
We start to play Sudoku with Ah Juan together...
And i'm going to succeed!!!
Wish me good luck...
I'll be at Pelangi Mall to register at 1.30pm...
Nervous...
I'm going for competition today...
Very very nervous now... Haha...
I hope everything will be going smoothly...
If i win, it will be better... Haha...
But i now it is a bit difficult...
A bit impossible...
But i promise to do my best...
Wait for me, CHAMPION!!! Haha...
I won't let u down , Aini...
U still remember right?
We start to play Sudoku with Ah Juan together...
And i'm going to succeed!!!
Wish me good luck...
I'll be at Pelangi Mall to register at 1.30pm...
Nervous...
Monday, October 27, 2008
sicky2
Still the same, I didn’t sleep well…
But much better than last night…
I woke up at 4am to do big business, which was still watery…
Then woke up at 8am, took a bath…
Went down drink cereal, ate a bun, and then took medicine…
After that, I stayed upstairs, playing games to make through the time…
I stopped at 10.55am, get ready and I walk out…
Something funny happened...
I arrived at Jusco and I saw 123 went passed me and I ask Say Li have she took the bus and she replied yes… Then I was nervous, scared that it was that bus… But luckily it wasn’t …Haha…
I waited for about 20min for the bus…
The charge was at higher rate now, RM2.60…
Sat next to Say li…
We didn’t talk much along the journey…
Coz I just dun have or don’t know what to say…
We arrived CS after about 15min later…
We went down the bus n straight into CS (City Square)
We started exploring on the first floor…
Then I said maybe we’ll meet anyone familiar…
Then, BANG… came three boys I know from church…
Shan Bin, Bing Tian & Zi Feng…
Haha… Such a coincidence, eh?
We just walk here and there…
Up to 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th then kept going down and up, here and there, looking these and those…
We were walking like without direction…
We went to the inner city… And deciding where to eat…
Wang Jiao or Sizzling Stone Grill…
Finally we went down to basement 1 from 5th floor…
But we end up in the parking lot…
So we turned around the corner and found the entrance…
We went inside and sat at a table and start to order…
Say Li ordered Kueh Teaw with seafood and tom yam soup + Sarsi…
While I ordered mee with chicken and chicken soup + 100 Plus…
And waoh!!! It does sizzle as the stone beneath was hot…
While eating, Say Li told me many things…
Include her bro’s, some other’s, and why she and Y.Xue suddenly become so unfamiliar… She told me that they were once such good friends with many happy memories… They were friends since Peralihan…
Their relation broke was just b’coz of another girl who always approach Y.Xue and she doesn’t like it… And very obvious she is just jealous and selfish…
And one more thing, I couldn’t finish my mee…
Such a waste…
It cost RM8.99 for the food and RM2.50 for the drink…
Which haven’t included service charge n government tax…
Then after that, we continue walking with a full stomach…
Met the 3 boys again on the 3rd floor…
Then a group of girls with Bing Tian, then Zao Ze with Yong Cheng…
Went to the Inner City and met Shan Bing n Zao Ze again with Si Min n another unknown guy…
I bought a Sudoku puzzle book at Popular Bookstore for RM4.90 and after 10% discount is RM4.40…
We seem to have tired of CS, so we went outside…
It was 3pm at that time…We went round…
She bought some delicacies then when nothing to walk, we went back inside and as it was going to rain…
We walk again for while then we went to the Inner City again…
She bought a strawberry flavour fried ice cream for RM2.80…
She kept talking about food about 45min after lunch…
On the other hand, I bought a ‘Char Kueh Manis’ for RM1.40…
It was delicious… I regretted for not buying more…
Finally, it’s time…
We went to the bus station and looked for the bus…
Saw 123 but we ignored and continue searching and luckily we found 507…
I gave RM2.50 and he said nothing…
Waited for quite long time, I just played with her hand phone…
And see some photo and just in no time, my destination had arrived…
I went down and that’s all… A day in CS with Say Li…
At home, I forgot what I did already… Haha...
But much better than last night…
I woke up at 4am to do big business, which was still watery…
Then woke up at 8am, took a bath…
Went down drink cereal, ate a bun, and then took medicine…
After that, I stayed upstairs, playing games to make through the time…
I stopped at 10.55am, get ready and I walk out…
Something funny happened...
I arrived at Jusco and I saw 123 went passed me and I ask Say Li have she took the bus and she replied yes… Then I was nervous, scared that it was that bus… But luckily it wasn’t …Haha…
I waited for about 20min for the bus…
The charge was at higher rate now, RM2.60…
Sat next to Say li…
We didn’t talk much along the journey…
Coz I just dun have or don’t know what to say…
We arrived CS after about 15min later…
We went down the bus n straight into CS (City Square)
We started exploring on the first floor…
Then I said maybe we’ll meet anyone familiar…
Then, BANG… came three boys I know from church…
Shan Bin, Bing Tian & Zi Feng…
Haha… Such a coincidence, eh?
We just walk here and there…
Up to 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th then kept going down and up, here and there, looking these and those…
We were walking like without direction…
We went to the inner city… And deciding where to eat…
Wang Jiao or Sizzling Stone Grill…
Finally we went down to basement 1 from 5th floor…
But we end up in the parking lot…
So we turned around the corner and found the entrance…
We went inside and sat at a table and start to order…
Say Li ordered Kueh Teaw with seafood and tom yam soup + Sarsi…
While I ordered mee with chicken and chicken soup + 100 Plus…
And waoh!!! It does sizzle as the stone beneath was hot…
While eating, Say Li told me many things…
Include her bro’s, some other’s, and why she and Y.Xue suddenly become so unfamiliar… She told me that they were once such good friends with many happy memories… They were friends since Peralihan…
Their relation broke was just b’coz of another girl who always approach Y.Xue and she doesn’t like it… And very obvious she is just jealous and selfish…
And one more thing, I couldn’t finish my mee…
Such a waste…
It cost RM8.99 for the food and RM2.50 for the drink…
Which haven’t included service charge n government tax…
Then after that, we continue walking with a full stomach…
Met the 3 boys again on the 3rd floor…
Then a group of girls with Bing Tian, then Zao Ze with Yong Cheng…
Went to the Inner City and met Shan Bing n Zao Ze again with Si Min n another unknown guy…
I bought a Sudoku puzzle book at Popular Bookstore for RM4.90 and after 10% discount is RM4.40…
We seem to have tired of CS, so we went outside…
It was 3pm at that time…We went round…
She bought some delicacies then when nothing to walk, we went back inside and as it was going to rain…
We walk again for while then we went to the Inner City again…
She bought a strawberry flavour fried ice cream for RM2.80…
She kept talking about food about 45min after lunch…
On the other hand, I bought a ‘Char Kueh Manis’ for RM1.40…
It was delicious… I regretted for not buying more…
Finally, it’s time…
We went to the bus station and looked for the bus…
Saw 123 but we ignored and continue searching and luckily we found 507…
I gave RM2.50 and he said nothing…
Waited for quite long time, I just played with her hand phone…
And see some photo and just in no time, my destination had arrived…
I went down and that’s all… A day in CS with Say Li…
At home, I forgot what I did already… Haha...
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Sicky
Damn shit! I fall a sick yesterday…
Damn so unlucky…
I woke up 7.45am in the morning with a bit sick already, but I still went to work from 8.30 to 2.30pm.
The whole time I just felt very tired and a bit dizzy, but I don’t care, as I thought it might just for a while…
I went home after having a walk at Jusco for a while, met Evon.
I read my magazine. Then felling a bit not well, I went for a nap.
But I kept waking up, can’t have a good sleep at all…
I finally woke up at 7pm… Felling very dizzy…
I can't believe I'm finally sick…
My body was warm and you know…
I have no appetite at all but I still ate some rice with soup…
Then I took a Panadol…
I lie on the sofa with a wet towel on my forehead…
My grandma also sick…
At first I dun wan to go to church but dunno why I still went…
I felt worst during 小组…
I can’t concentrate at all…
My head hurt so bad… until I want to die…
I went to the toilet twice and the second time I vomited…
I felt better after vomiting but the pain came back after a while…
I felt relived when I arrived home…
First thing I went to soak the soya bean …
Then I immediately went for a bath and wore long trouser with many shirts…
I just want to sweat…
I closed the air-cond and the fan…
I opened the window… I felt nauseous…
Went to the toilet but nothing came out coz I didn’t eat anything…
Dad came home at 10 45pm…
But I went down at 11.15pm…
Dad gave me to drink something, I forget what it is…
Then I went to sleep…
I just can’t fall asleep with sweet dreams…
Kept waking up… I didn’t sweat but my whole body was hot…
The wet towel dried after awhile…
So I kept waking up to wet the towel…
Finally my stomach just won’t leave me, and I shit in my panty in the morning…
OMG!!! It was so embarrassing…
I went to toilet for the big business… But it was watery…
Then after taking a bath, I went downstairs to bland the soaked soya bean…
After that I felt dizzy again, so dad did the rest…
I was feeling very weak…
I lie down at the sofa… Tried to sleep…
Then dad brought me to “人民药房” at 10am…
But the doctor 11.15am only come…
So I took a number then went to Tesco…
I drank a Herbal tea which was bitter…
I wrote this blog now at Tesco…
Dunno what will happened later…
I hope I'll be better tomorrow. ^^
Coz I want to go out… Haha…
Damn so unlucky…
I woke up 7.45am in the morning with a bit sick already, but I still went to work from 8.30 to 2.30pm.
The whole time I just felt very tired and a bit dizzy, but I don’t care, as I thought it might just for a while…
I went home after having a walk at Jusco for a while, met Evon.
I read my magazine. Then felling a bit not well, I went for a nap.
But I kept waking up, can’t have a good sleep at all…
I finally woke up at 7pm… Felling very dizzy…
I can't believe I'm finally sick…
My body was warm and you know…
I have no appetite at all but I still ate some rice with soup…
Then I took a Panadol…
I lie on the sofa with a wet towel on my forehead…
My grandma also sick…
At first I dun wan to go to church but dunno why I still went…
I felt worst during 小组…
I can’t concentrate at all…
My head hurt so bad… until I want to die…
I went to the toilet twice and the second time I vomited…
I felt better after vomiting but the pain came back after a while…
I felt relived when I arrived home…
First thing I went to soak the soya bean …
Then I immediately went for a bath and wore long trouser with many shirts…
I just want to sweat…
I closed the air-cond and the fan…
I opened the window… I felt nauseous…
Went to the toilet but nothing came out coz I didn’t eat anything…
Dad came home at 10 45pm…
But I went down at 11.15pm…
Dad gave me to drink something, I forget what it is…
Then I went to sleep…
I just can’t fall asleep with sweet dreams…
Kept waking up… I didn’t sweat but my whole body was hot…
The wet towel dried after awhile…
So I kept waking up to wet the towel…
Finally my stomach just won’t leave me, and I shit in my panty in the morning…
OMG!!! It was so embarrassing…
I went to toilet for the big business… But it was watery…
Then after taking a bath, I went downstairs to bland the soaked soya bean…
After that I felt dizzy again, so dad did the rest…
I was feeling very weak…
I lie down at the sofa… Tried to sleep…
Then dad brought me to “人民药房” at 10am…
But the doctor 11.15am only come…
So I took a number then went to Tesco…
I drank a Herbal tea which was bitter…
I wrote this blog now at Tesco…
Dunno what will happened later…
I hope I'll be better tomorrow. ^^
Coz I want to go out… Haha…
Friday, October 24, 2008
道理
今天（其实是前几天写的，但没有on9）是下雨天，帮堂弟撑伞（两天了），手是酸的咯，而且气氛超尴尬的。
今天的天气时冷到。。。冷风吹到我真的好想回家，拉着厚厚的被，睡个无比的暖觉，温暖我那冰冷孤独的心。
但，好可惜，今天还得考sejarah。说到这个还真让我头痛啊，不管我怎么死背，埋头苦读，就是不行（其实是我根本都没读多少啦，哈哈）。
Paper 1 的abc题，还不错啦，因为我几乎全部都是瞎猜的。
哦，对。我今早就很坦白的告诉MayXin我看了不该看的，然后…就…这样咯。
Jayamalar请我们吃她妈做的各式各样的饼，还蛮好吃的，我就吃了不少，好贪吃哦我（考试前）。
下课时呢，我就吃我买得chipsmore，那3个无赖，eh，算他两个，竟偷来吃！气死我了！
然后呢，errm…，然后，我们做了学生不应该，不可以做的事。我竟也跟着做了这大孽不道的事。抄小抄，作弊！哎，没办法啦，谁叫我在这了太久，被他们影响了，再加上我没读，才会被诱惑它得逞了啦。我知道错了！T_T！
可是，（老实说），我还蛮开心的！因为不做也做了嘛，至少没交白卷。哈哈。
考完后，我的心轻松了不少。
可是还得继续赶完我的Bio peka，就赶快拿去交，遇到陈老师，她把考卷给我叫我拿给张老师，也并且再次强调不可以擅自停课。
今天华文课，竟然只有我跟MayXin两个人而已。（其实她也不想留的）
今天没有上课，看老师改考卷，然后叫老师教我们Physics的东西，尤其是Paper 3的东西。知道也得到了不少啊。因为老师说人生大道理去了。
他说了好多好多，但我不记得了。只记得说，读书比做工好。为何我们应该继续升学，升学对我们有何好处，之类的等话题。这些应该对MayXin既有很大影响力。因为她说她不想读书，考完SPM就去做工。所以张老师所分析的话多多少少都已经让她有所思考，从新考虑是否有如老师说的，去升学，会对自己的前途有何改变。
但现在最重要的事，先把眼前的事，如考试，应付了，等明年考完SPM才在做个决定，其实也不迟。
我觉得这倒是，你想这么多也不是要到明年的成绩出来了才能决定你以后的日子是怎么样的吗？我其实也曾经向过渡湾Form5就好了吧？可是又想想我不读书又能怎样啊？做工吗？我又哪来的资格和潜力去做啊？想帮父母承担一些重任，但缺少了应有的知识，那这几年来读的书不就白费，爸妈投资在我身上的钱不久全亏了？一连串的问题也让我有所领悟，去思考这一切一切。
然后我现在肚子好饿哦。哈哈。
哦，对！差点忘了。我今天终于收到通知。“Johor Student Sudoku Warrior. Go Plaza Pelangi 2 Nov for showdown. Register @ 1.30pm. Go www.MSIGsudoku.com.my 4 more info.”
Yeah！！！ 我要比赛了。。。好紧张哦。希望会顺利过关。我没有期待会赢，但拿个安慰奖应该也不错吧。
加油！！！
今天的天气时冷到。。。冷风吹到我真的好想回家，拉着厚厚的被，睡个无比的暖觉，温暖我那冰冷孤独的心。
但，好可惜，今天还得考sejarah。说到这个还真让我头痛啊，不管我怎么死背，埋头苦读，就是不行（其实是我根本都没读多少啦，哈哈）。
Paper 1 的abc题，还不错啦，因为我几乎全部都是瞎猜的。
哦，对。我今早就很坦白的告诉MayXin我看了不该看的，然后…就…这样咯。
Jayamalar请我们吃她妈做的各式各样的饼，还蛮好吃的，我就吃了不少，好贪吃哦我（考试前）。
下课时呢，我就吃我买得chipsmore，那3个无赖，eh，算他两个，竟偷来吃！气死我了！
然后呢，errm…，然后，我们做了学生不应该，不可以做的事。我竟也跟着做了这大孽不道的事。抄小抄，作弊！哎，没办法啦，谁叫我在这了太久，被他们影响了，再加上我没读，才会被诱惑它得逞了啦。我知道错了！T_T！
可是，（老实说），我还蛮开心的！因为不做也做了嘛，至少没交白卷。哈哈。
考完后，我的心轻松了不少。
可是还得继续赶完我的Bio peka，就赶快拿去交，遇到陈老师，她把考卷给我叫我拿给张老师，也并且再次强调不可以擅自停课。
今天华文课，竟然只有我跟MayXin两个人而已。（其实她也不想留的）
今天没有上课，看老师改考卷，然后叫老师教我们Physics的东西，尤其是Paper 3的东西。知道也得到了不少啊。因为老师说人生大道理去了。
他说了好多好多，但我不记得了。只记得说，读书比做工好。为何我们应该继续升学，升学对我们有何好处，之类的等话题。这些应该对MayXin既有很大影响力。因为她说她不想读书，考完SPM就去做工。所以张老师所分析的话多多少少都已经让她有所思考，从新考虑是否有如老师说的，去升学，会对自己的前途有何改变。
但现在最重要的事，先把眼前的事，如考试，应付了，等明年考完SPM才在做个决定，其实也不迟。
我觉得这倒是，你想这么多也不是要到明年的成绩出来了才能决定你以后的日子是怎么样的吗？我其实也曾经向过渡湾Form5就好了吧？可是又想想我不读书又能怎样啊？做工吗？我又哪来的资格和潜力去做啊？想帮父母承担一些重任，但缺少了应有的知识，那这几年来读的书不就白费，爸妈投资在我身上的钱不久全亏了？一连串的问题也让我有所领悟，去思考这一切一切。
然后我现在肚子好饿哦。哈哈。
哦，对！差点忘了。我今天终于收到通知。“Johor Student Sudoku Warrior. Go Plaza Pelangi 2 Nov for showdown. Register @ 1.30pm. Go www.MSIGsudoku.com.my 4 more info.”
Yeah！！！ 我要比赛了。。。好紧张哦。希望会顺利过关。我没有期待会赢，但拿个安慰奖应该也不错吧。
加油！！！
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