Asthma复发？？？

上一个礼拜。。真的是好像要我的命这样。。
不知道是为什么。。早上没什么事。。
可是傍晚一来临。。
呼吸总是有点困难。。
有些晚上还因为呼吸不顺。。
不。。是根本呼吸不到。。
而且搞到我整晚不能睡。。
天啊。。我到底哪里犯错了？？

过后。。（怀疑啦）
可能是因为冷水的关系？？
所以我整个礼拜都在避免和冷水。。
可是。。巧克力也有关系？？
那位么我吃了过后晚上都会咳嗽？？

难道注定我什么都不能吃不能喝了？？
不！！！！！

再看吧。。过一段时间再try吧？？
哈哈。。新年前别有什么事就好了。。哈哈。。

亡羊补牢。。

A2开始快要两个月了。。
我却还在吊儿郎当。。
怎么办？？？！！！

多一个礼拜就是新了。。
也就是说AS的成绩要出炉了！！！
啊！！！ ！！！
我们大家还讨论着。。
要先去拜年咧才看成绩？
还是看了成绩再去拜年呢？？
哈哈哈哈。。

我的直觉告诉我。。
（其实是明知故说）
我的account跟economics应该是要从考的了啦。。
可是偏偏就是这两科我没兴趣嘛。。
account要pass就是要天天practise。。
可是我没有。。
economic。。可能是老师太温柔了吧。。
再加上environment的关系。。
没兴趣上她的课。。
害。。这次真的死定了。。
还敢说要上degree。。
丢脸就有。。。。。

新年第一个愿望。。
努力读书！！！ ！！！
但是。。我就是没把握。。
我能挽救局面吗？？？

virtue

"These are times in which a genius would wish to live."

"It is not in the still calm of life, or in the repose of a pacific station, that great challenges are formed. . . . Great necessities call out great virtues."

"The greatest challenge to any thinker is stating the problem in a way that will allow a solution."

"Opportunities to find deeper powers within ourselves come when life seems most challenging."

"Duct tape is like the force, it has a dark side, a light side, and it holds the universe together."

"It's a good thing that God didn't make us any smarter. We know too much already.."

"It is only a mistake when you refuse to fix it, until the then it is only an error."

捉kit

05-01-2012 星期四 晴天？？

旧款的开头式。。哈哈。。
一时起兴。。来写blog。。哈哈。。
早上一切一样咯。。起来做工去读书。。
上business。。 今天不知怎么。。超眼睡的。。
好不容易撑到三小时。。yeahh！！回家。。
可是。。
他们说要去看电影？？走咯。。
我没吃午餐。。
心想看完就回家吃嘛。。
有两班人马。。
ryan 说想要看DARKEST HOUR。。
vincent，casbery，xiham呢就要看laughing gor。。
要看哪一部咧？？矛盾。。
没关系。。去到那边看时间在决定咯。。
看了时间。。
结果。。laughing gor 最早也要4点才有。。
没办法咯。。配合ryan去看DARKEST HOUR。。
2•05pm 的场。。
闲逛一下。。那五个男孩。。还抓kit。。拍了一堆很"囧"的照片。。
笑到我要死咯。。哈哈哈哈哈。。

时间到了。。进场咯。。
还以为有几恐怖，几好看。。
结果。。害。。一点点下失望。。
casbery咧。。想睡觉的。。感觉上啦。。
可是。。他就一直抓kit。。
尤其当女配角（漂亮的）死掉时。。
他就会很悲哀地说。。
“我的for死了！！”"为什么？”。。哈哈。。
结局是没有结局。。也就是说有part ２。。
看完出来时。。是大概3点半吧。。
结果从七楼下来时。。
不知是谁说。。（没记错应该是vincent）
说："四点刚刚好咧，laughing gor。。”
casbery。。说好。。就七说八说这样。。
又去买了五人份的票（ryan说他晚上有事，要回家。jarren是被我们逼的。。超可怜。哈哈。。）。。
碰巧遇到kah jun，joseph他们一班。。
也怂恿他们一起看。。
6个人三个决定看。。
所以4+3个男生。。我一个女的。。
再continue第二场电影。。
哇靠。。一进去。。是冷的咯。。
香港戏。。这次是第二部了。。
前面我没看过。。随便看咯。。
还蛮不错的。。
有suspence的感觉。。而且那个心里犯罪家。。
真的很厉害。。搞到这次主角好像不是谢天华咯。。
结局嘛。。我们大家一致同认。。很差。。
结束的太草率了。。
戏中有位长腿美女。。结果死了。。
casbery几伤心一下咯。。哈哈哈。。
一出来。。就是头晕加冷。。
也难免啦。。昨天拜三也已经看了一场≪23：59≫。
再加上今天两场。。三场电影列。。不晕才怪。。

是时候散场回家了。。原本还想说早点睡。。
结果。。
抱着Ipad玩玩玩玩玩。。
真的是。。欠打。。哈哈。。

好了。。就到此为止吧。。有时间再写。。

Bye bye 2011 & hello to 2012

What day is today?? Damn!!
It's the 3rd day of 2012 already??!!
Time really flies fast..
Anyway, (if anyone is reading this)..

"HaPpY NeW YeAr!!!"

It had been like centuries I had not blog anything..
I didn't want it to be like that..
I wanted to write my life down..
But laziness consumed me up..
Plus quite a lot happened these few months..
Don't really want to talk about it..
Sad case..

Ignore those unhappy ones.. N I'll be looking forward for 2012..
Should be starting a brand new life..
And some brand new goals..

1.. Focus on studies..
2.. Excel in exam..
3.. Find a job to earn $$..
4.. try hard to make dad's life easier..(easier said than done though)
5.. If possible.. Continue with degree.. (coz u never guarantee what will happen in the future)

Maybe that's all??
Cant really say much about what had happened..
Coz u know la.. No good memory.. Haha..

If got time.. More post?? It depends..

2nd time feeling of heart ache

when was the last time i wrote about a guy??
i forgot..
I don’t know why.. but.. I want to write it out.. or else.. i cant stand the pain..
thanks to bloggie where i can say anything without them to know..
It all started when i sensed that they were up to something..
an ambiguous feelings between both of them..
I really don’t know how exactly I feel about him..
Though he was not the first guy giving me this kind of feeling..
But of course.. It maybe only 20% ..
i dont know when did i start to fall for him..
maybe.. quite some time.. it just that i didn't realise it..
i never thought he could be so fast falling for a girl n have her as a gf less than 3 months..
whenever i saw their post.. saw them in person..
my heart will just feel pain..
Like I will suffocate anytime..
everytime i talked about them, i feel unease..
although i did a great job of hiding my true feelings..

both of them have officially admitting they r couple today..
and guess wat.. i'll be seeing them for the rest of the year..
am i able to withstand the challenge??
i dont know..

 i dont know why i just cant stop thinking about him..
headache.. Shit..

I HAVE TO STOP!!! this isn't me!! I supposed to have the courage!!
DON'T THINK ALREADY WEI MIN..
FOCUS ON STUDIES NOW!!!!!!!!!!

1st post in 2011

what the heck i had been doing for the past few months.. or likely 8 months..
i seems to forgot the presence of my blog..
haiyo.. nvmd la.. it's not that someone will miss me..
y am i coming here again then??

i'm just had a repeated feeling..
a disgust feeling..
if i had not remembered wrongly..
3rd time in my life..
1st.. primary school days..
2nd.. secondary form5..
now.. in college..

maybe.. it's a truth that my presence is such an antipathy..
I think my presence will only bring more trouble with resentment..

i was just being myself.. the overly-crazy girl..
those who know me..
know i am a person who speaks loud n sharp..
a person who tends to laugh easily..
it is being such a "positive" person is wrong??

ok.. i admit that I have been in the smear of my ownself..
so what?? That is because the emptiness of my heart..

In fact.. many of the optimist.. You never know if they really happy..
we never know perhaps these are out of disguise??
Their worries, problems with the secret do not know who to tell..
dont u think it is such a funny fact??
but.. perhaps i was one of them..

a lot of people said bad things about me..
behind my back.. or even in front of me..
but ever i care??
no..
the 3rd time already..
my confidence.. my ego.. my self-esteem..
just because of an elderly(teacher)..
it all collapsed..

i tried hard to hold back my sadness..
but could not stop my eyes from going red..
he even said:"y u cry??"
i just shake my head with a smile..
n rushed to the toilet..

i cried n cried..
tried hard to calm myself..
i even bite myself to stop myself from crying..
but the tears just flow out unstoppable..

had my lunch in tears alone..

ben seems to know i cried..

but luckily.. i manage to get through linna's lesson.. with laughter..

can i take up the challenge??
i hope i can..
but i had failed for 2 times..

cry my dear heart.. have a good night sleep..
n be a brand new me..

if i had a wish.. i hope i'm dumb..

random feeling

I had been thinking that i should come up here more frequently..
but.. laziness just stopped me everytime..
then why am i up here now?
i have no idea neither..
maybe some boredom.. but i was supposed to finish something today..
again.. laziness took control..
NOO!! i need to buck up..
try to.. haha..
it's almost end of october..
n without noticing it.. i am 18 already..
still cant get used to the fact that i'm grown up..
childishness just wont budge away.. it just stick to me..
maturity is a very far to reach thing at the moment..
blogging is still not part of me..
especially u need to recall those memories, those feelings..
i'm a forgetful person.. i have no patience..
tomorrow can be consider as a special day??
i'll be going to see Y2J at Plaza Tasek..
then at night.. a gathering with my long-lost-contact friends..
anticipating.. haha..
ok la.. i think enough for now at the moment.. haha..
Gd night..very sleepy liao..