a reply to aini

Hey ya sis.. a long 'chit-chat' note u wrote.. haha..
Anyway, firstly.. they won't get well soon..
most probally needs miracle.. as they are getting old liao..
mum's condition more serious..
work hard?? lazy la.. haha..
n it is very tired.
no idea how they manage it these few years..

Comics.. i'm already too addicted to it..
i craved for more though no $$ already.. haha..

i still haven't got the slightest clue about my future..
no idea what i want to be or to study.. i don't know what i'm really interested in..
so.. no need to revise.. hahaha.. but yeah i'll try..
yeah.. STPM.. but i'm not going for form 6..
though initially yes..
dad told me to take business & management in tamasek..
though i'm not really interested..
but i guess need to start study harder la..
or else dad's $$ fly away..
n it start next month..
dunno whether i can hold on for how long.. haha..

n u leh??
continue form 6??
though u can't go overseas is a bit "ke xi" la..
but look on the bright side..
u stil had time to spend with ur family n old frenz..
cherish every moment.. coz u'll never know wat happened next..
dun b as stupid lyk me.. haha..
K la.. we go for it together..
remember.. i'll always be there for u when u need..(though it seems impossible)
or else.. i lend u my ears also not bad la.. haha..
Miss u n SJ a lot a lot..

PS: i might call u this weekend ah.. haha..

tooth ache

a miserable day.. very miserable..
like the title had said.. a painful day..
though it started during noon when i can't eat..
then it got worst..
that dreadful feeling..
that pain that seemed to rip my life..
AHHHH!!!
it was last year oct i think also lyk dat..
i cried at school.. went home continue crying..
then went to tuition kept crying..
that awful feeling.. n now it's back.. haunting for me..
i cried again.. but no help at all..
dad isn't free to bring me to dentist..
how am i going to survive?? ah!!!
stupid tooth!! y u just wont let go of me??
head ache.. don't want to say liao..
warning to u tooth.. i'm going to pull u off TOMORROW!! Go DIE!!
hahahaha.. Awww.. pain..

??

today mum still didnt go to work..
still unwell..
so.. i need to work again.. why can't i sleep??
today not many people..
so a lot of leftover..
mum was really weak n she even said she want to leave..
down..
went home 5pm..
had a bath then took mum to see "tabib cina"..
dad also had a look..
tired but i cant let the chance to use internet go away..

oh n today is my sista's favourite idols' burpday..
so i hereby also wish HEBE "happy birthday!!"
She must be very happy?? (i think..)
n also another fren's birthday..
or u might say.. a "special" 1.. haha..

anyway.. it's time to sleep.. nite..

half bad half gd

not a very "going well" day..
mum was sick so she didn't went to shop..
i got to do it all by myself..
n dad also in pain.. haizz.
gd thing was the business today was quite gd.. quite a lot of people..
but tired loh.. haha..
arrived home around 5.30pm..
mum suffered a lot again..
asthma n vomiting..
then dad pain..
God please help my mum n dad.. T___T

comics

what do u think about comic??
boring? useless? waste of time n money??
yeah.. i guess all is correct..
but.. i juz can't live without it now..
without comic.. my life seems colourless..(though comic is colourless.. haha..)
n there comes my chance to own them..
big sale on comic..
bought 60 books 4 RM50 last 2 weeks..
n bought 32 more 4 RM1 each while ahmin bought 22books..
n 13more at leisure mall 4 RM4.05each..
n it seems i'm too addicted.. i went crazy when i had no more $$ to buy..
Arrghh!!!
Never mind.. wait 4 me comic.. I'll come back again.. Next month.. ahaha..

乱

记忆已衰退的我（自说）。。但不是完全不记得的。。
可是我也不懂要说什么啦。。哈哈。。
那简单说就好了啦。。

11号。。SPM成绩放榜了。。
10号晚上就会阿嫲家。。
隔天睡到9点就拿了书包走路去学校。。
心想要重温那感觉。。结果半路遇到婉芯。。
都还没搞懂人家肯不肯载我。。我就已厚脸皮的上车了。。
真丢脸啊！！哈哈。。祖祥也在。。他们要去找人。过后还去兜圈圈。。
原因是婉芯紧张啦。。哈哈。。
她先载我去学校但他们却没下车。。
我一人进去走了一圈。。看似没大改变的环境我却觉得好陌生。。
旧朋友一个一个的来。。表面很开心而去疯下。。
但。。心里比谁都还明白。。我跟他们不是一个世界的人。。
好不甘心。。3年了啊。。
这就算了吧。。还是成绩比较重要吧。。
等到了11点。。
各班老师都准备要派成绩了。。
婉芯有个不错的成绩。。5A4B1C。。
但并不是她所期待的。。所以有点失望。。
婉因呢。。3科A ..历史拿A的她已蛮满足了。。
我啊。。真是个败家女啊！！
虽然当时我没太多的感觉。。但刚看了JonKeat的成绩。。
我连惭愧的资格都没有！！！
他有努力。。我却把考试当不存在。。
他拿13科A是应该的。。
可是。。没想到。。马来文都拿A+。。
我比他早来吗俩西亚的咧！！我都才拿B咧！！
害。。2科A，6科B，3科C，没有D或以下。。
应该可以庆幸吧？？因为。。我的高数竟可以拿回C 来。。
我高数一直以来都不及格，还以为这次死定了咧。。
但最令我伤心的是我所额外报考的EST竟然没有A！而且B+都没有咧！
我觉得好对不起Miss Ong。。T___T
连我最有信心可以拿A的Moral也只拿B+而已。。气死我了啦。。难得一张我写到满满的咧。。T___T
还有一科让我惊讶。。我的历史竟然也可以拿B+咧！！真是意外。。毕竟记忆不是很好的我可以拿C已经很好了。。而且还B+咧。。
至于化学，连我老师都target我拿C罢了，我拿B哦。。算是我没辜负老师这3年对我一直以来的好意吧。。物理也是几乎每次不及格的也拿B回来。。可是生物。。我有点信心的啊。。为么是C+ 而已啊？？
身为华人的我。。真没脸说。。我竟然才拿C？？？真丢脸！！
其他的。。没什么好提。。英文没A+是预料的。。数学A+ 是预料的。。毕竟太容易了啦。。就算我不是JonKeat还是JieYing。。哈哈。。
拿了这么“光彩”的成绩。。我孤单的回家了。。虽然是伟翰载我回啦。。说我并不在乎成绩是对的。。回到家又开始看漫画了。。真没用！！
其他。。我忘了。。因为几乎有过这无聊的生活。。

14号。。我只记得。。我好开心好开心。。
因为。。我竟然可以以50块就能买到60本漫画！！！
真的是爽到可以升天了！！！去哪里找这么好康的东西啊？？
真的是拾到宝啊！！我不买啊就是大笨蛋！
只可惜那些书都是07年之前所刊的书。。而且都很散。。只有“天眼”有全套。。
可是已经很不错了啦。。丽敏还差点被我气死咧。。哈哈哈。。

21号。。去皇后的超级总院考试。。
是要进Tamasek学院的entry test。。
好多好多人。。没算错的话有120的学生。。
考试一小时。。我只懂。。若我没有拿到24/30的话。。我不姓郑了！
It’s piece of cake MAN!!! Sap Sap water啦。。哈哈。。
说真的。。我很不想做下去了。。
1， 爸妈每天都吵架
2， 店头生意不好啦
3， 我一点都没兴趣
害。。不懂还能撑到几时。。累了。。爸妈也都因此憔悴了。心有点酸。。

old

getting older..
u know wat i mean..
time really flew fast..
memories getting very blurred..
it had been 3 months i didnt write anything..
n u wnat me to say?
i can't..
Coz.. i just dont remember anymore..
wat i know is bits of this n that..
i know i'll be having an entry test on 21st..
hope i can past..
but on the other hand..
i dont really want to enter Tamasek..
not really wat i'm interest in..
Which is business n management..
yesterday, good news..
i was given a chance to try HOSPITALITY & TOURISM course..
It was a 5 day course in KL..
But too bad dad wont let me go..
Too dangerous to go alone..
So i guess i got to give up..
Wat's more?
Yesterday was Yu Qian & Chhe Long's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY my frenz..
n SHE was performing in KL..
Initially i want to go..
But again, dad said dangerous n forbide me to go..
Haiz..
There goes my chance to meet Aini..
I really hope to see her..
It's been 3 years.. Missed her vry vry much..
Oh.. n.. i suddenly felt fren hu i know r not fren anymore..
I realize it n yaeh.. disappointed..
But u can't force them to be ur fren if they dont want bah..
N that's all..
I dont want to see them anymore.. DONE!!
hahaha..

time

It's been a long long long long long long time.. haha.. So many "long" ah..
I had 4got most things that had happened..
So i can't tell much..
On my birthday.. it was.. bad.. i hate that feeling.. Alone..
haha.. anyway it's over..
Graduation day was over.. And so do SPM..
Though i did badly.. but no use to say now..
What done has been done..
Time flew fast and i seem could not keep up the pace..
It is time to think.. Facing my future seriously..
But.. my personality seem taking over me.. Laziness..
Haiz..
Anyway..
I came up today juz wan to wish my best fren..
"HaPpY 17th BiRtHdAy!!"
Wish u all the best Nuraini..
May God bless u n smile always..
Facing any problem? Juz remember u hav frens to support u especially me..
Haha.. luv ya n miss ya..^_^